Monday, August 2, 2010

Feelin' like a bad mama

Alright folks, I am going to be honest, here.

Lately I have felt like I am going to pull my hair out (it is already doing that on its own), stomp my feet and cry at any moment.

Might I explicate this a bit more?

I went from staying at home with Loralie full-time to a no-transition full-time working momma. I wake early, spend the morning with my daughter, head to work for usually 9 hours and then back home. The days blend one into another. I have had a handful of outings with friends that included activities outside of the house since Loralie was born.

All I am asking for is a couple hours a week away from home? This was not written with the intention of blaming or complaining. I am very happy with my life and content with not being content in the area of knowing that I am a growing and blossoming woman. Even more so since I have had a child. I think you become more aware of yourself, the people around you and how meaningful life is, each day a gift.

Anyhow, blessings to you. Good night

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